Amberrat

It has been 8 years since I joined Potterworld. Wow

It’s nearly 2024 and the impact of this server is still on me today.

It reminds me of how much I was never going to fit in on here.

hey at least I learnt the skill of telling time around the world.

and how to creatively write.

anyways hey my name is Orin.
I am now 23 years old.
I’m doing a diploma of visual arts
I still play Minecraft sometimes
I still wonder if I’ll ever play on here again

its insane how something as immaterial as a Minecraft server has effected me so much. I think it’s because it was supposed to be an escape from my horrid life but yet it reminded me of how different I am even in a setting where we share a pretty common interest.

anyways slay

It's so odd that a minecraft server was such an immense part of my teenage years

I wanted acceptance and a community and I failed miserably. I failed miserably at a lot of things ahaha.

I took it too seriously and I relied on it for stability, an outlet. Just something. I don't think I feel foolish. I find it entertaining to think that a lot of the older people who used to play on here held me accountable for childish immaturity as well as others. It's like.... uh... I was a child or something.

I'm so grateful to see the server still flourishing and one day I may return to it for my own personal enjoyment who knows.

Happy Monday y'all

I put a post up recently about my experience on the staff team.

Although there were negative undertones the intention wasn’t to slander anyone. It was more to voice my feelings to open air because my impression is that no one would see it as I am not relevant.

I felt so alone on here because I was surrounded by a bunch of teenagers that were desperate to fit in, and I’m sitting here with my autistic self just wanting to be myself because I don’t get to in my highschool life.

Just so this doesn’t get deleted again I am on the spectrum if you need a diagnosis I will send it to you.


People are allowed to have negative experiences. Obviously not everyone does because if they don’t then some people who have been here for years wouldn’t still be here.

That person was not me. And that’s okay. You’ll be okay Potterworld having one person voice their negative experiences on the staff team. This one person never had any influence anyways and this one person is all grown up and had to face many perilous trials that are far worse then ostracism on a Minecraft server.

Truly if you don’t want to see my post just don’t look. You don’t even know who I am. You don’t know my pronouns, my current life.

I hope the post gets reinstated but if not it’s at little loss and pity that someone would spend the energy on something so irrelevant.

Peace out ✌️